2019_08
15
(Thu)19:16

Holding Absence - Your Love (Has Ruined My Life)



It has a certain ring – “Love’s a funny thing”.

You’re always watching me everywhere, I know.
Moving on is hard when you don’t want to let go.
Like the homesick Caribou must return to the snow,
I’ll find you in another life, I hope.

Though I’m not religious, I’ve been shaking hands with Jesus.

When I am finally dead,
maybe I’ll come back as someone else,
and after all this pain,
I can love you in the end.
“You’re someone I’ll find”.
It wasn’t a lie.
After all this time,
Your love has ruined my life.

Your love has ruined my life.

The world is brimming with life, and I’m so alone.
My heart is bursting with love. Where does it go?

When I am finally dead,
maybe I’ll come back as someone else,
and after all this pain,
I can love you in the end.
“You’re someone I’ll find”.
It wasn’t a lie.
After all this time,
Your love has ruined my life.

How can I live my life deprived, of your love?

Will I ever heal? I just don’t know…
But without you the open world feels so closed.

When I am finally dead,
maybe I’ll come back as someone else,
and after all this pain,
I can love you in the end.
“You’re someone I’ll find”.
It wasn’t a lie.
After all this time,
Your love has ruined my life.









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